New living or obsession????

I never thought the day would come when I wake in the middle of the night planning my day ahead s a baking....
sadly this has been the case for the past 2 weeks .... and I'm loving every second of it !!!
Just started writing my favourite recipes in a cook book with all the different recipes used and tweaked...
Sooooo satisfying..........

Just discovered an brilliant gardener Alys Fowler. Edible Garden... so excited ....I just want to get outside and start digging my vegetable and fruit patch .... beetroot and chard seeds and onion sets  bought. Compost heap coming  nicely ....
Roll on March when I can get sowing  my seeds and become fruit and vegetable self sufficient.....
Why does this make me feel so happy and contented???
This has totally taken oven my life ... changed my way of thinking, my attitude to people and life in general......
And just maybe take stock and revisit my past ...!!!!!